update on david.

so we found him. and he's struggling. sad to say, he has left the leadtime program, and will not be coming back to colorado. and i am devastated.
things i'm feeling:
hurt that he didn't talk to me about this
sad that he won't be here
worried about his emotional health
anger at the way he chose to deal
i'm hoping he's alright. but he's not ready to talk. so i'm waiting and praying. please pray. thanks.

david

so...my friend david who came to the leadtime program with me from camp...he's missing. he was supposed to come back sunday night, but no one has seen or talked to him for quite some time, and we have no idea what happened to him. please pray. we're all starting to freak out a bit.

home.

so, this weekend i got to go home to chicago (naperville) to see the fam, and my sister and brother in law who i haven't seen in ten months, and my nephew who i had never met. let me tell you...he is precious. i've never been in love with someone or something that fast before. he smiles and laughs constantly, and everything makes him happy. he's amazing, and we're already best friends. it's been good to come home. strange...i feel older already than when i was last here. but it was good to see people and places. it's taking me awhile to ease into my new job and new life in colorado. part of me doesn't want to let go of camp...because it's safe...because it's great...because i miss the relationships i had there this summer. but i know god has great things in store for this year. i just have to trust him, and let him take care of everything. right? right.