empty.

when community dies. changes.
when we are who feeds.
when we give.
and give.
and give.
emptiness.
we are to be sustained by God.
but built for relationship and community with people.
imperfect.
broken.
failing you every time.
so is God really enough?
how do we rebuild?
is it worth it?
how do we forgive?
will it happen again?
can we handle failure?
and how do we cope...survive...live?
in the inbetween?
the rebuilding?
when it's hard.
slow.
unfulfilling.
where is the hope?
hard to trust.
hard to love again.
risk?


maybe.