enough.

be faster.
think quicker.
be more genuine.
do the dishes. and make the drinks. and answer the calls. and clean. and take out the garbage.
all at the same time.
do it this way.
do this for me.
help me with this.
meet with me.
call me.
listen to me.
grow your hair out.
lose weight.
i don't like your nose ring.
and don't expect anything in return.
don't expect encouragement.
because you aren't good enough.
and you never will be.
anyone else feel this way?
i do.
lately.
at work.
at home.
in so many of my relationships.
especially the close ones.
i wish i had the time to be everything that everybody needs.
i really do.
but i don't.
i just wish i could be who i am.
and that that would be good enough for the world.
it's good enough for Jesus.