fight.

i think jesus is stretching me.
testing me.
when we pray, he doesn't promise answers.
he only promises that he has good plans for us.
that we can trust him.
which is so hard to do.
but i refuse to be passive.
i refuse to give in to laziness and fear.
i will reject those things.
i will step out in faith, and trust that God will catch me.
i will receive grace.
i will give grace.
and i will continue to pursue love and truth in all that i do.